Monthly Archives: June 2012
Online Recovery Support – Episode 163
This week on ORS Radio I start by saying “thank you” and ask for help. The show and site have temporarily overwhelmed me financially and I ask for a Pay Pal click if you can do it.
- A meditation for the day that carries an incredibly special message.
- Feeling safe about doing our work. When is it right?
- The layers of grief and loss that we sometimes hold inside.
- Facing our fears and, or, letting go.
- A great story about bravery, trust, and doing what’s given you to do, courtesy of my friend Jeff and his trip to Hart Mountain. “It smells like sage and it raised my vibrations.”
- Pay attention to your kids and loved ones when you see a change dramatic change in their behavior, its an important clue………
- For those who are interested, Barbara Marciniak here is a link to her calendar: http://pleiadians.com/schedule.html
Much gratitude to all.
Audio clip: Adobe Flash Player (version 9 or above) is required to play this audio clip. Download the latest version here. You also need to have JavaScript enabled in your browser.
Online Recovery Support – Episode 162
This week’s show follows up a little but on episode 161 and how deeply painful it is to struggle with life’s issues.
- Honesty and “going deeper.”
- Clearing the final remnants of darkness and stepping into the Light.
- Fear and commitment.
- What gets our attention is sometimes incredibly painful.
This and more on ORS 162 with my gratitude.
Audio clip: Adobe Flash Player (version 9 or above) is required to play this audio clip. Download the latest version here. You also need to have JavaScript enabled in your browser.
From our friend Paul, with my gratitude
Hard to settle. Felt silly. Lost in thoughts. Accepted all of this. It’s been a while.
Saw my garden, very large woman there. Tall, ethereal, beautiful legs and hair, couldn’t see anything else. Said she was river woman and then started waving hair and legs as one, turning flips, spinning.
I pushed her away (I felt she was not mine and I wasn’t ready for her, or that her presence there was somehow premature or not right) and slipped back out, to thoughts and plans.
Made it back, called out, saw the monk. Settled in front of him. He was answering before I asked. Do the work. You know this. What’s the work? The connection. With what? Yourself. Your true, authentic self. There’s nothing else.
There was a handle on the ground, shiny metal. Sometimes looked like the handle on the back of a bull, like in the rodeo. He said, “Sit here and hold that, no matter what; it will take you to the center. All other things fall away. Leave ‘Should I go to the workshop in July’ and ‘How will I pay my bills’ on the outside with the birds and trees. They take care of themselves. What’s out there isn’t connected to your true self, isn’t its concern.”
I held to the handle, and the earth moved, then took off like a rocket. I held on, through storms and wind and rain and flying, then we went into a center of light. I held back, then released fully into it, and it exploded with light through all the realms, and then there was only light. No me, no handle, no center, no decisions, just light. It felt eternal. I said to myself, “Float in that space without thoughts.”
I was back with the monk. I asked again about the workshop, feeling kind of silly but wanting to share the insights, and he shrugged. I said “I don’t know what I’ll be doing the last week of July, and that’s okay. It will be the right thing.” And he said, “There is no last week of July. There is only light.”
Then I realized that I knew all along what I need to do; the worry comes from trying to figure out what I’m going to do. There’s only been one thing, the connection to the light, and it’s always been so. I had an image of myself calm and centered while all the “stuff” in my life works itself out. People were amazed at this, and I just said, “That stuff just works itself out; it isn’t mine.”
Online Recovery Support – Episode 161
On this week’s show I devote time to the subjects of suicide, mental illness, and some of the incredibly painful issues that can manifest when symptoms are left untreated. I also share three true stories of individuals I used to have a therapeutic relationship with. This weeks show is definitely PG 13 +. That said, some parents may find it useful, powerful, and important for their children to hear, let your intuition be your guide.
I close with an important reminder about intimacy, authenticity, and our choices regarding the tools technology has provided. Sometimes Twitter, Facebook, and email, should be our last choice for communication. Reach out (in person) and speak your truth.
Much gratitude to all,
Kurt
Audio clip: Adobe Flash Player (version 9 or above) is required to play this audio clip. Download the latest version here. You also need to have JavaScript enabled in your browser.
From our friend Steve
Online Recovery Support – Episode 160
Why we do the show……….
Please share your interests or concerns, and as always, thank you for listening.
- A new radio station from iTunes that might interest you.
- Toxins in our environment and how to keep our energy clean.
- Listening to our inner voice.
- Vulnerability vs. Honesty and how vulnerability can bring up trauma.
- Boundaries
- When does relapse really happen? What did I miss?
This and more on episode 160 of ORS Radio.
With love and gratitude,
Kurt
Audio clip: Adobe Flash Player (version 9 or above) is required to play this audio clip. Download the latest version here. You also need to have JavaScript enabled in your browser.
Sound support for healing
This is some of the best material I am aware of and frequently refer to it on there show. I am aware that there is some great material from Chris James but it has been out of print for some time and I am unable to locate any of his new material that really resonates for me. If I run across something from Chris I’ll let you know.
Jonathan and Andi produce sounds, music, tones that help clear and resolve specific issues. You can find them at www.healingsounds.com
My favorites are Holy Harmony, The Chakra Re-balancer, and Ascension 2012.
Take care,
Kurt